Me Me Me; all about me.

Nobody wants to be forgotten. Nobody at all. I always wanted to be something
and someone that people considered amazing. Maybe that is just vanity. But, I still have dreams. Although I don´t aspire to be a Rockstar anymore, my dreams are still big to me. I want to start alternative modelling. I know I am big and my features aren´t attractive, but I still love modelling. Absolutely love it. I could go on all day about what I hate about my face, so nobody think that I am aspiring to this because I think I am this epically hot wanna-be catwalk model. No. Hell no. I just want to advocate obscure beauty, which is my favourite type. I also want to get myself into the body modification industry. I am not in want of any major body mods myself, but I´d love to practice it. At the moment I do body piercings on people, at a really cheap price, an d on myself. Last night I pierced my tongue web so I could tell a prospective client if it hurt or not, and I fell in love with it. I am buying a nice bar and re-piercing it soon. I also dyed my hair from red to blue recently. I am not too sure if I like the blue or not yet, but I do know that in the future I want teal/green or purple. My boyfriend, thankfully, has always supported my little obsessions and stages/fads. I went through a big stage where I had to wear extensions and Gothic/Rockabilly clothing all day everyday. Then there was a stage where I went blonde and tried the whole normality thing. I quickly got bored of that. The red hair stage was all about boots and weird op-shop dresses. I am now in the blue haired doll stage. I dress in Grandma/doll-like clothing. My boyfriend finds it cute so that is a plus. I am so addicted to cardigans and lace at the moment. I also want a training corset. Mmm, that´d be lovely.



I am also in want of longer hair. I will probably end up spending alot of money on extensions very soon, when I have decided upon a colour I would like to keep.

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With love,

VonTrash